Take my things and burn them

I focus my eyes on something in the distance
To stop myself looking at you
Because you make me laugh and I don't like laughing
It makes me feel dizzy like falling underwater
And I hate falling so maybe I hate you
Maybe I hate you, maybe I do

I was wondering
If we concentrate hard until everything's gone blurred
Do you think we can change
Do you think we can forget
That we are happy and we should not be happy