Part one: the black and white was meant for nothing

Hail thee my brother
My angel of nothing and all
Why did you welcome your own kin
Spawn of the ultimate sin
If not with you where do i then belong?

And even the kingdom of death
Rejected my existence
As a human being
Neither was i to be welcomed
Among gods nor angels

I am walking around
In life itself
But as my eyes meet reality
All i can see is death mingled
With misery and i still walk

Reveal your care
Hear my final prayer
My darkest call
Confirm to me and for all
Where do i then belong?

The feet of mine
Can no longer walk towards thine
So my dearest brother i beg you
To walk, at last, my steps for me
And guide me back to thee