Breathing lessons

If there was a time and a place to let go of this heart, it's right now it's always
It's not fair, it still hurts
I pretend that she asks, "Do you know why stars shine" but I can't tell her why
So put your head between your knees
It's not fair, it's not fair
I'm trying not to breathe
It's all wrong, it still hurts
I'm still looking for the words
It's not fair, it's not fair
I'm still waiting for my turn
And I know that these words are the hardest words to hear
And I still wish I was home watching your hands move to mine