Can't go home

i'll light a cigarette and then i'm on my way. don't think i'll ever forget the way my life went down today. i'm searching for your smile, i don't know where it could be. now i start to realize how much you mean to me. but now i know i can't turn back, and i'm scared that this is right. i'm getting torn apart, can't fall asleep at night. i'd love to turn around, but there's something you should know. i tried so hard to get lost,
i forgot the way home. well my friends say i'm a rockstar, and i'm better off this way. every time i think of you, i don't know what to say. everything seems just fine whenever you're not there but when we're all alone, i really start to care and i can't say there's nothing to do in this town, but everything there is to do i've done with you. i didn't have to say goodbye, but now i'm gone. 'cause i can't take it when you always make me wrong. goodbye. i'll never say i love you again. goodbye. i'll never be the bad guy. goodbye. i'll never say i'm sorry again. goodbye.