Why can't i say no

Staring at this wall
Thinking there’s a view
When there’s nothing there
I’m sick of these games
I don’t know how to say
That I’m still in pain

Pulling me in, pushing me out
Wanting me back, then letting me down
You’re never staying around

I wanna feel something
That’s going to break my heart again
All you want is to feel me close
I know where this goes

Lying in bed
Thinking of calling you up
Tell me why
Why am I fighting for this?
I know you won’t pick up

Pulling me in, pushing me out
Wanting me back, then letting me down
You’re never staying around

I wanna feel something
That’s going to break my heart again
All you want is to feel me close
I know where this goes

You only want me when you’re lonely
I know where this is going
You disappear as soon as I give in to you
So tell me why

Why can’t I say no?

I wanna know how I’m gonna let you go
All you want is to feel me close
I know where this goes