As the wind blows

Its kind of funny
I'm old enough to go to war but not to drink
When they locked me in the box I had a lot of time to think
Its hell on earth
The devil wants your soul for what its worth
But he wont take it homie, never not from me
Cus in this cold world thats all I got
That's my everything

And gangbangers are holocaust of the century
Whose really your enemy?
Answer the question.
They said I need help
Give me therapy
I cancelled the session
Because
Nobody knows yourself more than you

And I have no explanation for the things I do
I just hope you know I ain't the villain
God is my witness
Him and I
Are the only ones that know my true intentions
But I could tell you once
And I could tell you twice

But only you control the choices you make in your life
Wether its wrong or right
We all have a place
Don't judge me for my flaws
But what I learned from my mistakes
Trust nowadays
Is difficult to come by
Lie too many times you'll eventually get your tongue tied
Only almost everyone I know sits around getting dumb high

While I sit in my room and plan and plot till the sunrise
Love it or hate it
Regardless ima flourish
A rebel to the grain
The ones who follow have no courage
They used to put me down

Until they see me shine
Now I'm laughing when they ask me for a second of my time
I put everything on the line
Until I had nothing left
They'll hear my voice until they very last fucking breath
Until I had nothing left
They'll hear my voice until they very last fucking breath

As the wind blows
I'm looking out my window
Wondering if life will ever show me the light
Cus all I see is footsteps in the darkness
Shadows behind me
And shady people so heartless
The ones with no soul or remorse
They want to bring me down

Yeah I know but of course
I watch my back and I take care of my kin folk
Yeah we dying every second as the wind blows
Yeah I'm looking out my window
Wondering if life will ever show me the light
Cus all I see is footsteps in the darkness
Shadows behind me

And shady people so heartless
The ones with no souls or remorse
They want to bring me down
Yeah I know but of course
I watch my back and I take care of my kin folk
Yeah we dying every second as the wind blows
Looking out my window
Show me the light