Feel

First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs
Pop this, take that ‘till I feel numb
All I ever wanted was to be yours
All I ever wanted was to feel love
But I’m 6 pills in and I feel fine
Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine
I just don’t know what to do now
Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time
Can’t feel my face and I can't move
But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose
So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you
You ever so lost that you feel alone
You ever scared to end up on your own
You ever get hurt till you can’t feel
I ain’t never had a place I can call home
I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
I ain’t never had a home I can come to
I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you
I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
I ain’t never had a home I can come to
I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you

But it’s really hard to think about you
Can’t breath, can’t eat, can’t sleep without you
And they all say I lost myself trynna find you
But I’m not me without you
I don’t want to go through it no more
I don’t want to do it no more
I just took all these pills
Fuck love Fuck life I can’t do it no more
Think I’m fading out
Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out
Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out

[Breana]
Doing everything I can to feel something
‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don’t know what to think
Don’t know how to move
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
Doing everything I can to feel something
‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don’t know what to think
Don’t know how to move
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you