Heart-shaped glass

If only there was something
That I could live for
Life might be a little more interesting
No, maybe I overreact
I wasn't supposed to be here
Maybe I could leave
Guess I need some creativity

Sleeping away the life I don't want
Getting ticked at everything that I thought
Maybe I could just freak out some more
The life I wish I had does not include this
If only I could end this damn habit
Heart-shaped glass shatters within ME!

Bet you're all wonderin'
What the hell I'm talking about
Guess I need to find out myself
Life can have it's ups and downs
But mine's driving in the ground
Guess I could change it
That is all I can do

The glass shatters silently within
Leaving me confused left in my sin
Terrified to wake up to the next morning
I guess you could say I need some sorting