Looking around

I found distortions which would over time
And when I am here in wires
Everything that I see will make you weep
I see all this and I think what I did to crucify myself

Then I am not anything
When I sleep, I can see more
My past was a lie
Today what I am?
No I can not be
I do not can I
But once I just
I want to be somebody

I do not want more you see
I do not want to be part of you more
I just be myself

No I do not want
No I can not
I just need

Then I am not anything
When I sleep, I can see more
My past was a lie
Today what I am?
No I can not be
I do not can I
But once I just
I want to be somebody