Pay dirt

Another day, another time to wonder why these things just happen.
All along I have the time to take a chance, but I can't.
Don't you run away. Please stay. Please say something.
I'm finding things about myself. I can change.
Here I am, confused and waiting. Will you tell me different?
I'm afraid. I must decide to try.
Don't you run away. Please stay. Please say something.
I sit here thinking about myself. It's OK.
I sit here thinking about myself. I can change.