It doesn't matter to me

It doesn't matter to me
I want to run away,
I'm gonna flee now
It doesn't matter to me
and I can't see
what's holding me back

I tried to crush on you
I failed,
and everything's blue now
I put my faith in you
But I couldn't see,
the hidden truth
Oh you told me,

This world is ugly,
but you're the ugliest,
much uglier than me

I tried to understand
But everything
was not that simple
Oh, I tried to call you
but you ignored me
And down I fall