One foot in the grave

I'm a free man
We lead double lives, we deal in sex
And beautiful women
They give me pleasure

Flushing your brains down the toilet
What is happening to your world
Doomed to pass your days in sadness
Terror in the mouth of madness
Living one foot in the grave

I have not done you a favor
And still what difference would it make
Tired of waking up each morning
Knowing that you're out of warnings
Brother, your life fades away

Why can't you just leave me alone
If I could hate you
If I would save you
Strings attached forever

Are you hiding something for me
Don't try to hold back your tears
You can't hide it any longer
Let it out, it makes you stronger
To accept reality

I don't wanna go down with you
But without you I'm incomplete
Keep on living like you should
You know the beast is in your blood
And it's never going to leave

Why can't you just leave me alone
If I could hate you
If I would save you
Strings attached forever