Act of despair

Broke down, staring through blinded eyes
Hope, long given up.
Care turned into hate.
Hate for life, hate against people,
hate everything that you know.
Screaming for saviour, the end of this hell.
Through this misery turned into a beast.
No understanding from your surroundings.
Life is worth nothing within your brain.
Pure anger lets you forget, it doesn't care
who you are or what you 've been.
Taken advantage over your mind like a hungry parasite.
There is no way out, no escape, out of this polluted world.
Don't reach for the clouds, there is no solution.
Just hold on to your faith.
The voices in your mind try to let you do the ultimate.
They say there will be no pain, a solution for your problems.
But you just leave confusion, so just try to realize, suicide
is not the ultimate.
Just change your way of thinking and there will be a solution.