Living dead and undecided

I listened late and long
She said I'd understand
I've been captive of my choice
Or suffering by my own hand
I'll be the storm that breaks
Upon a world uncaring
My purpose is their fate
There'll be no hiding

There will be no warning
They're not heeded
Had I wanted
I had all I ever needed
Held the future
Saw the past
And I know all that we conceded
No opinion
Undivided
Living
Dead
Or undecided
Throwing caution to the wind
So learn to hope
That I will fail

My name is chaos now
And I am ruled by nothing
My place is where I choose
With only patience left to lose
My age is never again
I have no time for grieving
My purpose is their fate
There'll be no hiding

I've seen enough she said
They went to war we went to bed
I've seen the future
Let tomorrow be a day to die for
When today is playing dead

There can be no warning
They're not heeded
Had I wanted
I had all I ever needed
Held the future
Saw the past
And I know all that I conceded
No opinion
Undivided
Living
Dead
Or undecided
Throwing caution to the wind
So learn to hope
That I will fail