Self hate

Tie a noose around my neck
Pull the rope until it breaks
Punch the wall until I bleed
Smash my knuckles, feel the need

I don't know where to find
Help to bring some peace to mind
I hate feeling this way
I hate myself and how I feel today

Shove the blade into my eye
Its better to suffer than peacefully die
Watch the metal, tear the skin
Feel the adrenaline rush within

I don't know where to find
Help to bring some peace to mind
I hate feeling this way
I hate myself and how i'm feeling today

Self hate, self hatred