Painted sorrows

I lost my cool again
Don't know where to go from here
Please try to help me out before I go without
It's my biggest fear
Empty alone my family is gone
Yeah and the friends I once had have disappeared
Gun in hand put the bullet in
The shit goes down and the enemies dead
They're all dead been dead for a while
I've been high for a while
Understand?
Chorus: Do you understand?
Do you understand my friend?
Will you be my friend?
Seems I've lost my way
Yeah I've lost my sense