Dying grief

By my side
Your demise
Speak to me (is it a fantasy?)
before we come apart

Hear my voice
I'm by your side
Speak to me
before the dying grief
comes to break my heart

I wondered what would happen
and thought I could foresee
But nothing could prepare me
to face this pain and its reality

I remember every moment
we shared in the past
the words I hadn't said
Did I fail to try my best?

I remember how
we shared our life
Speak to me (it's not a fantasy!)
just one more time.

Hear my weep
the tears I cry
Cry with me
Share this dying grief
the end of your life

I remember every moment
we shared in the past
the words I hadn't said
Did I fail to try my best?
I wondered what would help
and thought I could foresee
But nothing really matters
to face this pain and its reality

Dying grief
We never talk about
Hurting me
How long?

Dying grief
We never talk about
Why so deep?
My wounds?

Oh it hurts so much

Dear father I have more words to say
But it's time to let you pass away
Oh my brother, we'll share this day
But now I have no words to say
Dear mother I'll let you sleep
Tomorrow we could share the pain
Oh myself, would I heal someday?

I remember how
we shared our life
Speak to me
just one more time.
Hear my weep
the tears I cry
Cry with me
before the end of life

Dying grief
We never talk about
Hurting me
How long?

Dying grief
How long will last?
Why so deep?
My wounds?