Can't win

I've been blessed with shit luck
There are some things that'll never change
I get strung out and fed up with the strain
Get a little more nervous everyday

I just wanna be something
Never thought I'd be nothing at all

And it feels like I can't win
I'm growing up and I'm giving in
And it's starting to hurt
And it feels like I can't win
I couldn't wait to be alone again
And I'm getting worse

Say I never try, but you know I do
I couldn't live with my 9 to 5
And I regret what I did to you my whole life
No matter what I do
I can never get anything right

I just wanna be something
Never thought I'd be nothing at all