As if i was lost

Sometimes
I feel like
I'm completely lost
as if I
didn't have control
control over nothing
why?

Sometimes
Life surprises me
bringing everything
That I haven't solved yet
I haven't solved yet
So why?

All the dead appear
when I'm trying to sleep.
I also see your face
and it's always so
lonely and private.
You're one more who's
accusing me for all I didn't do.
Why, why

I am
so insecure and friendly
walking and knowing
I'm going to fall.
With your eyes
towards me.
Waiting only for me to say
something is wrong.