What you never wanted

Found myself stuck between two things to choose
Life can be hard when it leads you to the worst roads
You knew that I would do what I was taught
Did what I was able to get back to myself
And that’s what you never wanted

Why aren’t we born knowing
How not to get hurt when loving
I never wanted to make you sad
But what can I do about it
When you never wanted to know me for real?
No, you never wanted to know how I feel
You never cared for what is real
‘Cause you where in your world
To me that’s unreal

Don’t you get the point of being alone?
The desert makes us more strong
To die to ourselves
I know it hurts to lose but there's no choice
Be strong to give up and rise up to go on
To do what you never wanted

Why aren’t we born knowing
How not to get hurt when loving
I never wanted to make you sad
But what can I do about it

When you never wanted to know me for real
No, you never wanted to know how I feel
You never cared for what is real
‘Cause you where in your world
To me that’s unreal