I see red... (human rottenness)

Isn't everybody happy?
I will flow tears from my very eyes
I am not happy, so why are you?
All I see is decay, like the withered flesh
Of my memories buried below the wet soil
Pouding mind, a blood made of dopefluids
Are you happy already?

The flowers swirl with the wind
The wind who comes from the east
My tears flows to the west
My sadness sinks down to hell
Are we happy?
Am I the only one sick?
As I die and let no ashes

The french rose I smell in your hands
The scent of suicide playing with me
Happiness, where are you?
Will the blood of my veins forever flow?
I am tired of trying to die
I am just tired...

Kali guide me through your realm
I must accept the destiny as I lost it
Hachiman, oh how I'd to face battles at your side!
Let me fly through the veils of Amateras!
Let me see the unseen...

All I see is decay, like the withered flesh
Of my memories buried below the wet soil
Pouding mind, a blood made of dopefluids
Noone is happy at all...