The way i am

Dimensions of intervention are needless
So i think
Striving and thriving i see im driving
To the brink
Avoiding annoying eternal
Complications destinations
Unimportant constantly distorting
My relations
From patients to thoughts of hating
Anyone in my mind
I find it hard to believe you can relate
To my kind
And if i could i would pretend that
Im alright by myself
If you love me as i am ill put
My pride on the shelf

If i can ill pretend im alright
All by myself
I'd rather drown then take your hand
It's the way i am

Skepticism leaves a wrinkle on my brown
Cynicism prevents my change
With this suspicion im caught in a dilemma
Intervention with my phyche? rerrange
Walls built to hinder the intrution
Preservation of my well being
Doubt makes me value the safety of
My distance
Can it be stubbornness to which i cling?

If i can ill pretend im alright
All by myself
I'd rather drown then take your hand
It's the way i am
And if i climb the wall of pride
Swim across my sea of doubt
Will you love me as i am
The way i am.