New foundation

I held something. I felt something
When you went away, it wouldn't go away
I don't mind, because
for the time being I still find
meaning and I keep seeing
More & more & more & more
Opening another door, time will heal the wounds
And it couldn't happen soon enough.
I made up my mind, because
what I'm finding isn't what
I'm looking for
I took the time and I asked
why it isn't the same
as it was before
Not for long, just walking along
with theme feelings growing strong
Different directions with no elections
I feel its going to be alright
No more self hate, with one relation always settled in my mind.