Dying ember

Here today but gone tomorrow
Life lived in pain and sorrow
Seen the light, now I follow
My revelation: life is hollow

Everyday became so trite
So confused, what is right?
Only one thing to remember
All I am a dying ember

No looking back now, no regret
This is how my end is met
Bring the blade up to my heart
Is this the end or just the start?

Everyday became so trite
No will left, no reason to fight
Only one thing to remember
All I am a dying ember

Can't figure out how I got this way
So fucked up, my sanity's frayed
How I am, no reason to stay
All that's left is to wither and decay

Everyday became so trite
Now I'm sure I was right
Only one thing to remember
Who I was the dying ember