I won't close my eyes

I finally took my chance and stepped up to the plate.
Where were you?
Would you care to hold my hand and get me through this?
I've prayed for you.
You were right by my side I just couldn't believe it.
Can't I just close my eyes?
Can't I just hope for the best?
I know the reason why.
I know you'll get my through this mess as I hold on to you.
Find you star! I've got mine.
Chase your dream!
I can say you can't pull me down now cause I've got mine.
Now I stand my ground,
I step on my mistakes.
Where are you? You never cared,
you always held my hand, and I thank you.
You are worth everything you know I mean it.
Now I can't close eyes.
Now I can see this beautiful world.
I know the reason why.
I know you got me through this mess as I hold on to you.