Still raining

I was once so alive and the world was so colorful
If I open my eyes, will the color return?
I know this hurricane
I've felt these waves
Will You calm the storm in me?

I can't help but think this is only routine
I bow my head, but where is my faith?
Where do my words fall?
Am I the last thing on Your mind?
Do You overlook Your children's cries?

Give me a sign
So I know that I'm not walking blindly
I'm struggling
Show me that I haven't left Your arms
Have I left Your arms?

I'm broken
I'm dying
Is this what You wanted?
This storm isn't letting up
I thought I was stronger than this
I won't make it

I say amen time again
It's still raining
Why is it raining?
You've kept me alive this long
You know my weaknesses
God, keep me strong
Then I hear Your voice in the breeze
I can feel the angel's wings around me
Your love surrounds me

When I curse Your name with the breath You gave
When I cast all blame on my Creator
I've done everything
I've done everything to make You turn against me
How could You love me now?
But You love my when I am weak
You love me when I'm broken
When I doubt Your name, I forget everything You gave
You love me the same