My compass must be broken

This is an apology to myself
For all the stupid things that I
Still do to myself sometimes
I give me hell, I stop and wonder why
Why do I keep on believing in
Things without rhyme or reason?
'Cause it's habit forming
And not good for me
It's just a collection
Another addiction

So I've given up
Almost everything
'Cause I know enough
To know I'm changing

I'm looking for a new direction
I need a place where I'm okay with self reflection
I'm looking for a new direction
'Cause every time I turn around
I can't believe it,
But everything's still the same

Everything's still the same

This is an apology to myself
For all the stupid things that I
Still do to myself sometimes
I give me hell, I stop and wonder why
Why do I keep on believing in
Things without rhyme or reason?
'Cause it's habit forming
And not good for me
It's just a collection
Another addiction

So I've given up
Almost everything
'Cause I know enough
To know I'm changing

I'm looking for a new direction
I need a place where I'm okay with self reflection
I'm looking for a new direction
'Cause every time I turn around
I can't believe it,
But everything's still the same

Everything's still the same

My compass must be broken