A ghost in the city

i'm so sick of wishful thinking
turn the page, the clock is ticking
wishing i could change your world
but sometimes hope is so far, oh so far away
i can't walk these streets anymore
they cry your name
they cry and i lost myself when i lost you
i saw the hope in your eyes
a future never realized
never forget
your name
your face
your fucking scent
stained myself
my world, myself
the world we knew. oh so far away
i can't walk these streets anymore
they cry your name
they cry and i won't live in memories of yesterday
see the signs
your world came to an end today
it doesn't matter what the fuck we say
your world came to an end today
i can't sleep, i don't dream
i just lie there wide awake
i found a soul so pure
a gift sent from above
but only death is certain
it cheats us of our loves
this is my way of saying goodbye