King of hearts

So the lines been crossed and it's time to face the consequences of your actions.
The cards of life were dealt and I watched you fold.
You welcome death with open arms.
If I told you every word that
comes to mind when we lock eyes,
I don't think you'd care.
You're only in this for yourself.
You never happen to think of the ones beside you.
The world turns slow and your heart skips a beat.
This is what its feels like right before you die.
When I look at you so many words come to mind,
but I could never say them in what little time we had.
It's so hard to accept you're gone.
Every promise that we made came straight from my heart,
and every promise will be paid in full.
It's hard to accept the fact that you're gone but
I hope that your some place better than here.
I need to know you're someplace better than here.
I know it's hard to say goodbye.
But here I am saying these words to you.
Goodbye.