Missed call

It's never a failure and always a lesson
And why I'd still listen
And end up hurt?

It's always a journey and never the distance
Then why do I miss him until I hurt?
'Cause I heard
And I talk to God at night asking, "what were you thinking putting him into my life?"
I talk to my reflection it's
"How can I... How can I love her with this mess that I'm in?"
The more I get the more you've taken
And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes
And so I give you it all, until you call
If actions are louder than words that I found to carry over a simple line
And if you should grow founder of my absence, I'd want you to know
You'll always be mine
And I talk to God at night asking, "what were you thinking?" as I'm standing in here
I talk to my reflection asking
"How will I... How will I survive when I live in fear?"
The more I love the more I break it
And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes
And so I keep losing it more
Until you call