My dreams… my reality

It can take far too long,
But one day you will realize
That something can shine inside yourself
And begin your own history
On day we'll have to choose
Between the easiest and the hardest way
One day one needs to choose
Between to live and die or to live forever
That's my reality…
I search for my dreams
Time goes by faster
And we have to make our decisions
Before we burst into tears,
I think my choice was made
I know that's not much
But that's what has to be done
It's impossible not to take the blame
For all my apathy and fear,
But I know… my heart and my mind
Are certainly together
With my dreams…