Selfish and cold

Your voice is killing me, your words are hard as they come
Thoughts that sit in here fall like bullets to the floor
Your heart is pulling me, the cut runs deeper as it flows
The scars that cannot heal, the hurt is covered to the bone
'Cause every time it gets so complicated
While I'm laying down in doubt
I'll just tell myself I'm leaving here

[Chorus]:
'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold
And I feel like the world is ending
Faithless and I've fallen again
'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold
And I feel like we're all pretending
Careless and I'm lonely again

And I am torn on the inside

The trust is dead in me, walls close higher all around
The cross I cannot bear feels like pressure coming down
Until now the world was never jaded
And yet I'm left here on my own to pick up the pieces

[Chorus]

This time it tears right through me
I face the pain and I'm torn
(this time it tears right through me)
It's not so far away
Not far enough, not far enough

[Chorus] x2

And I am torn on the inside

Torn, torn, torn...
Your voice is killing me