I know the ocean speaks (the fountain)

My dear ocean how are you today?
I sense a vibrant wave within today,
come hit me with your strength.
Today I am waves, today I am yours.
Mislead me into the wrong path,
frustration has never felt so right.
The wind speaks a language of its own,
this must be destiny.
But now I can't feel the ocean floor
under my feet and now the current is too strong
to swim back to the shore.
This is a mistake, I don't belong here.
I do regret coming here.
I'm sorry for everything I did and said,
but now there's no return,
I can feel death at my lips (fingertips)