Agonising putrid self-infliction

Lucid dismissal
Rejection of absolution
Isolate into darkness
Confined by my own doing
Dwelling in transgression

Sick self inflicted sentence
Trapped in this cell
Installed, in my putrid defecation

Asphyxiating on the stench
Gasping for breath

Rejecting escape
Obsessing in my agony
Deserving more
Tearing at my eyes

Blinding myself
Ripping flesh
Lacerated
Revulsive infection

In my weakness I fall
And lay in excrement
Kicking and flaying the walls
In stupor
Constant rejection
Of light
And pardon

Wounds oozing, festering
Altercate infection
Excruciate, searing pain
Vomiting, no relent

Blunt knife tearing through
Internal organs
Continual rejection
Continual torture