I hate

It hurts to know that you followed ahead
Without looking back
Just following the map
It's been a while since we spoken last
You seemed happier
And yet it seems to be happier

And I don't know
How can you play with my heart?
Yeah, I know
That I will not fall apart

I hate, I love
I hate the way I love you
I hate, I love
I hate how I need to
I need you here
Running far away with me
Hugging me making me somebody new
And hoping you love me too
I hate, I need
I hate to need you
I hate, I feel
I hate to feel you away
I need to do something new
But I'm waiting for my man on the moon
Slowly breaking my heart inside
Baby, we're just wasting time
I hate, I love
I hate the way I want you
I hate, I wish
I hate to want you so much
I hate the way I want you
I hate not having you
But I love how you will be with me, always

It doesn't hurt to think about the way you left me
Left me
But it taught me
After such strange comings and goings
I put my middle finger up
And I don't give a fuck

And I don't know
How can you play with my heart?
Yeah, I know
That I will not fall apart

I hate, I love
I hate the way I love you
I hate, I love
I hate how I need to
I need you here
Running far away with me
Hugging me making me somebody new
And hoping you love me too
I hate, I need
I hate to need you
I hate, I feel
I hate to feel you away
I need to do something new
But I'm waiting for my man on the moon
Slowly breaking my heart inside
Baby, we're just wasting time
I hate, I love
I hate the way I want you
I hate, I wish
I hate to want you so much
I hate the way I want you
I hate not having you
But I love how you will be with me, always