Scared of happy

For all the tests I've been through
For all the mistakes I made
I thought I was like the rest
I found that in the end it's just me

I thought it would be annoying to learn how to fly
But over time you see with other eyes
I'm enjoying contemplating the sky
Still conquering all that is mine

But I
I'm scared of happy
Oh why?
Am I scared of happy
Not me
Should be scared of happy
Cause I'm still conquering
Gaining notion
No
I'm scared of happy hoohwol
Scared of happy

Too scared to be able to act
My dear, I do not know much about this
Please help me, what can I do?
Don't just just beg for it

I don't know if I mess up everything I touch
I'm just not good at love
I think this is a little too much
Then I start running into the shadows

'Cause I
Am I scared of happy?
Oh why?
Am I scared of happy?
Not me
Should I be scared of happy?
Cause I'm still conquering
Gaining notion
No
I'm scared of happy hoohwol
Scared of happy?

I'm hasty
I think of acting further ahead
But I don't know, if I'm doing the right thing
I look like a sick man in love
Full of these empty hopes drugs
But then, I feel the pressure
I go beyond creating expectations
I'm a little too naive
Thinking there's someone waiting for me on the other side

Scared of happy?
Am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy?
Am I scared of happy?
Scares of happy?
Happy?

But I
Am I scared of happy?
Oh why?
Am I scared of happy?
Not me
Should I be scared of happy?
Cause I'm still conquering
Gaining notion
No
I was instructed to be fearless
So am I scared of happy? Hoohwol
Am I still scared of happy?