Railhead (he smirks but i'll smile)

I've been reading a book with only one page
I'm used to be used but my mouth is trembling
(Disgust)
A worm inside of me fights to remain inside
A non debatable matter - shallow morbid
(Redemption)
I am only used of flesh and bones
But you're wanting me to live as if I was steel and iron

Is the body a parasite of the soul
My projects of life have been replaced
By strategies of surviving

I'll forget about all the troubled times
(Trouble passes by)
Soon this will be over
(And I'll reach the end)
But still thinking about all those lies
(That I said to myself)
Is this the railhead?

Unattached branches will lead me to nothing
But I can see a breach and I am coming in
(Fury)
You are the unclean, but I can see your trails
Don't hide in the shades cause I will hunt you down
(Salvation)
The crust is broken, absence of deceive
I'm healed and my blood will not be spilled anymore

No more bloodshed
My body is sinking

I've forgotten about all the troubled times
(Trouble passes by)
This is over now
(And I've reached the end)
And not thinking about all those lies
(It was all vanished)
This the railhead!

"We were holding hands together and barefoot on a floor with needles and pins.
But the first step to know yourself is to distrust yourself.
The future holds a wonderfull lane. And now that I've changed the present and forgot about my past, I can plan my own future.
I won't wait till I'm dead to see if reencarnation exists. I can do it while I'm still alive."