Hanging lifeless

No direction. My eyes are blind
Lost in confusion
This life is torn. Give me peace
I find my life is wasting away
Walking aaimlessly into shadow
Is there an end, to the madness
Is there a sign that will guide me
Through my disbelief
I must escape my fears
Bury my doubts and free my mind
Use my ability to create
End the static that clouds my judgement
I find myself constantly debating
Whether my future will be a victory
Or a loss of life
In desperation I search for an answer
Nothing is solid
I await the downfall to a tragic end
Moving closer to the sactrifice of feelings for
Unwanted compromise
My restless heart keeps on beating
My dreams are all I have left. Make them the
Foundation for life
Spark my will
Leave all hopelessness behind.
It will lead to self destruction
Polluting my spirit
And weakening my ambition
Can I find control within the chaos
Time will tell
Everything will be revealed
Right now my life hangs lifeless
Motionles I cling to my nightmares
How will I succeed?
The choice is left for me to decide.