Touch of innocence

Do we know each other?!
I deny
Or am I confused?

I do not remember when, where and why
But you're always close when I smile or cry
What an odd this feeling you're causing me

Since when do you know me?
From childhood?
From my trauma?

I still can not see
This mood
This karma

Sometimes I just wanted to feel alone
But when I close my eyes, I can see you
I feel your touch
I feel like I can not defend myself
Why?

The terror of that night is not gone
I see you and I really feel alone
I kill you every day and every night
I just wanted to let it go alright

Hush
Trust me
Feel
Touch me

It's time for you to pay for everything you did
I'll crush you with my hate
And then I will have peace
It's better now before it's too late
Die

The terror of that night is not gone
I see you and I really feel alone
I kill you every day and every night
I just wanted to let it go alright

And die
And die
And die
Slowly Die