Dead & gone

I want to scream, I want to scream it all out
But the pain I go through is a gag in my mouth
I want to cry, I need to heal
I need a place to start over new
And don't fall into pieces

I should feel pain but I don't feel a shit
I'm in a vacuum where no feelings exist
What's going on, everything's wrong
I'm just a shell and my spirit is breaking

Hold on to what was
In a place and time when we were alive
Move on and stay strong
But how do you move on
When it's all dead and gone

Take me out here, someone grap my hand
And lead me away from this mess
Parts of my heart shear off and splinter
And I can't take it no longer

I had hope, I had strength, but it got lost
In a blink of an eye
In a blink of an eye

Hold on to what was
In a place and time when we were alive
Move on and stay strong
But how do you move on
When it's all dead and gone

I still long for someone to find me
Who can take it all away
Take my pain, take this burden
So I can let go again
Let go again