Call you in heaven

Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
So you can put a smile on my face
Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
To say that I love you, always, always, always, always

I know you'll be hearing my song
When I perform
I know you'll be ruing me on
You're watching over me
I'm prepared on these streets
It hurt my heart, that's when I could have dived in you

4 Years passed, I still have a smile
Shorty said I got pretty teeth
Probably I will never smile again
Until I see you
You name a place and your rhyme
That's when I'll be on time
I wanna tell you I love you
You're always on my mind

You know I spit it from my heart, every line
I know you're hearing in my voice
I'm crying these rhymes everybody is saying a pray
I pray you call home
I know more since I got to jail
You got a cellphone

Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
So you can put a smile on my face
Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
To say that I love you, always, always, always, always
Every year that passed, I made a transition
I've been loyal to my fans, to my position
When you had a stroke, you couldn't talk after that
You were too strong for that
You belonged to thatthey said you were really ill

But you dishonored that
Ain't no sign for it
They still could just not understand you
Whatever you needed, I did it
I went to get it
Whatever I wanted, I did it

No matter how far I have to go
I'm apprehended
I was wrong for that and I regret it
But there are some times when I wonder
I know heaven got a phone, lord
What's the number?
Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
So you can put a smile on my face
Oh, how I wish that I can call you in heaven
To say that I love you, always, always, always, always