Vanish and fade away

I hate the way
That all the friends
I've ever had
Seem to vanish and fade away
They left their trouble in my hands

It's all the same
Year for year
And i can't sleep now
While they appear
And steal myself bone by bone

And again i try to understand

Yeah i, i seem to fail,
I seem to loose,
But it's allright
I am used to do

Yeah i seem to fail,
I seem to loose,
But it's allright
I am used to do...

I go and find
A place to hide
With magic mushrooms and magic light
But the world is still spinning around

And i hate the way
That all the trees
Are laughing at me
Shut up, shut up
I won't listen to you my friends