Ignorance is bliss

I guess this is how it feels
I guess this is how it's meant to be
I try my hardest not to think about you
I try my hardest not to watch you leave

I'm falling deeper yesterday
I'm getting lost and I can't find my way
I'm missing something I don't know
It doesn't feel right that I can't let go

I don't wanna know what you've been doing
I don't wanna know if this is ruined
I don't wanna know if you've been lying
I just wanna know that you've been trying,trying

Those three words are all I need
Let me prove to you that I still bleed
I know there's something underneath your skin
Just open up come on and let me in

I don't wanna know if you've been lying
I just wanna know that you've been trying,trying

I guess I'll act like I'm okay
Just promise me you used to feel the same

I don't wanna know what you've been doing
I don't wanna know if this is ruined
I don't wanna know if you've been lying
I just wanna know that you've been trying,trying (x2)

Is this my only way out? (x4)

I don't wanna know if you've stopped trying
I don't wanna know is it's not real
I don't wanna know is it's not real