A step into the dark

I guess i thought a letter would be less confusing
So for your eyes I write another waterlogged excuse
Toil and turn and watch another secret burn
Controlling words is just something I just wasn't born to do
There is a secret beneath you

In my silence I defend my common sense
And i see through all the stupid things i do

It's hard to write a letter with an open mind
When all I saw was underneath a satisfied embrace
That exposed your wondrous face

In my silence I defend my common sense
As i'm walking along my familiar fence
And i see though all the stupid things i do
And that this path i'm on will never lead to you

In my silence I defend my common sense
As I'm walking along my familiar fence
And I see though all the stupid things i do
And that this path i'm on will never lead to you
And I'm looking back to only see a spark
As I finally take a step into the dark