Friend and executioners

Dear friend and executioner
I fear you're too late
Note the damage I've already made
Painfully recalling all the words you never
Can't take that feeling much more
Unless I'm coming up on chemicals
And walking on shock corridor

No
Show no mercy no more

Is there anything worth dying for
You need to learn to forget by remembering a little more
So typically destructive
And yes your judgement is unqualified
I really wish that I could believe you
But the truth is never easy to find
And even harder to hard