Deus ex machina

As I open my eyes to this void that I live
I look up to the sky and I dream to be free
Maybe somewhere inside there is something for me
If I wanna survive, I must learn how to live

Forsaken, with no peace of mind
A castaway of the perpetual tide
I’m feeling sorry, but I don’t know why
I’ll keep it all in silence and just hope that this will die

Once more, I am in despair
Don’t know what to do to repair
In this room, you left me for dead
I’m giving up, I’ll run away and live in my head

(Come on, wake up) am I dreaming?
(Run from this place) I am trying
(You can do it) I’ll end this fucking lie