All i have left of you

I know where it sits
The doors is open to reflect
There is no mistake
Shed this skin
It is already buried
But you bury the shadow
Buried and escaped
You'll carry
Someone somewhere
Showed up
You love me
They are all crawling ?
The spirit
Open the door and
They must walk through
This is for you
Everything is done
You are almost loved
This made safe
You will never doubt
For i am my own
I will always keep you safe

Oh i want this pain
It's all i have left of you
Talkin through
I commune with you

Yes i have to have this pain
I need to go ..?

Yes i want this pain
Oh i want this pain

Shocking you in this magnitude
What you did put me through
Still i have to have this pain

I didn't know some other out there that you threatened
Cared or counted
Yes i have to have this pain

Not as a talisman not as a reminder
But as a scold edge who can't stand to think i'm here

Last i lose my fatigue
Last the ground gives way
Last i find my tiny bird who give in and flew away

Yes i have to have this pain
Oh i have to have this pain

Can you come and get me?
Come quickly don't forget me
There's blood on the floor but not anymore
Please come get me
Please come get me