Suicidal pulse

a suicidal pulse
death has us here
life fucking lost
a battle of attrition
let the curse approach
learn to live the curse
drowning...
in failures and misery
let the curse approach
learn to live the curse
live to curse the day
that reminds me
life is but a thread
a leash at which you strain
a stalk on which ambition blooms and withered
mortal words and deeds
are merely lust and greed
appetite for war
dragged forth by the horns
cattle die, and kindred die
you know what'll never die?
the glory of death
and the great dead