Ruin inside

Many times I've wondered The complexity of this life
Sometimes things just crumbled down And I felt like stabbed by knife

If I think very carefully Some of those things weren't so bad
I don't know if there's some destiny But mainly this life make me sad

Chorus:
I have this ruin inside of me and everyday I try to rebuild it
I have this ruin inside of me it's not my choice but I got it
I have this ruin inside of me maybe I should just smash it
I have this ruin inside of me and never will I get rid of it

I know there's thousands of people around
With lives much worse than mine
But to me this is real and I haven't found
Any cure to make my ruin shine

What the fuck is wrong in the world
When people just abuse each other
They're so egocentric that it's absurd
And situations end in slaughter

People will not last in here for long
We should prepare ourself to sing the final song
Everyone seems to have just minimal toleration
This will be the end of every nation

This ruin inside of me - A result of this all
This ruin inside of me is a final call
This ruin inside of me is not what I need
This ruin will ruin more at a furious speed

Repeat Chorus