Reversal of fortune

I sold my faith to make this right
I killed myself for you tonight
What we leave behind is hardest to find
So don't look back i left a mess
The things that once moved me now cease to amuse me
I traded happiness for honesty
The things that once moved me now merely confuse me
I miss the bliss of ignorance
Steady me, my hands are shaking
Silence me, my jaw is aching
We think different thoughts inside of the same head
We sleep on different sides of the same bed
The things that once moved me now cease to amuse me
I traded happiness for honesty
The things that once moved me now merely confuse me
I miss the bliss of ignorance
There is a violence inside me this world has never known
There is a hatred that guides me that i have never shown
I found a piece of myself worth saving
I'll learn to love it yet
I found hope in imperfection
I found comfort in death
So lay me down and sing me to sleep
When i wake up tomorrow, i will be free
When the sun rises, i can finally be
Something more than me.